Monday, April 1, 2013

:)

http://xounknownof.blogspot.com/ <-----that is to hold you guys over. i'll be back to updating regularly this week. decided to give you guys those since theyve been written and just sitting there. enjoy!

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Don't Mind If I Do

"What you doing here? Wait." SB looked around. "How you get in here?"

"You gave me a key, silly." Nicki said as she stood on her tip toes waiting for a kiss. He bent down and pecked her lips before he continued what he was doing.

"How did everything go today?" Nicki placed her keys in her purse and looked around the store.

"Good." SB moved a box to the back of the room. "Wayne came in here today."

"Did he?" Nicki said with a slight smile while leaning against the counter. She folded her arms across her chest and watched Safaree as he continued to move the boxes to the back of the store.

"Yeah. Shut this whole place down."

"Is that why you've been here all day, abandoning me?" Nicki said.

"I thought you had plans with Candi and them?" SB said as he stood up and looked over at her while adjusting his fitted cap.

"I did."

"They didn't come through?"

"They did. I can't spend time with my husband?"

"You can spend all the time you want with me, baby."

"Mhmmmm."

Safaree pulled his keys out of his pocket and looked over towards Nicki. "Office." He said while flipping through the keys. Nicki leaned off the counter and began walking towards the back of the store, past Safaree until he fell in place behind her. When they got to his office door she moved to the side letting him open up the door. He let her walk in his office first before he turned off the light in the main room and walked in his office. Nicki stepped in his office and put her purse down on his desk.

"Did Tyga come by?"

"Yeah." SB sat in the swivel chair behind his desk and opened a drawer. He pulled out a notebook and laid it on his desk. "He call you or something?"

"He said he needed to talk to you about the shirts and jewelry he needs for a video but you weren't home." Nicki walked around his desk and grabbed a chair that was close to him but more up against the wall. She grabbed the chair and slid it closer to Safaree before she took a seat.

"Yeah, he came by here. He ain't say what video it was for." Safaree opened the notebook. "That stuff for the song with you?" he looked over at Nicki and she nodded her head before he looked back down at the notebook.

"You finally bout to be wearin my stuff in one of your videos?"

"No." He glanced at her and Nicki laughed at the look on his face. "He and his boys are wearing that. I have to look sexy." Nicki said the last part seductively.

"Aye, chill with that." He said as he looked between his computer and the notebook. "That body is mine."

Nicki rolled her eyes playfully. "Everybody knows."

"Just making sure." he dropped the notebook on the desk and clicked something on the computer.

"What are you doing, babe?"

"Making sure these numbers and sales add up. Soon as I'm done we can go."

"You don't have to rush."

"The front cash register was short the other day. That can't happen again."

"By how much?"

"Around 175."

"I told you to put cameras in here, babe."

"I'm working on it." he clicked something on his computer before he clicked the red X. Nicki smiled at his desktop background being one of their wedding pictures. She sighed and wrapped her arm around his arm and leaned her head on his shoulder.

"I love that picture." She said as she stared at the black and white photo of Safaree carrying Nicki down the aisle while Nicki's face is pressed into his neck with her smile still being very much visible.

"Me too. I look luuuuuuuug." he tapped her thigh and she moved her leg out of the way so he could put the notebook back in the drawer. "You ready?" He looked down at Nicki. She nodded her head and leaned out of his body. She stood up and SB stood up as well. He grabbed hold of the chair she moved and placed it back against the wall. Nicki grabbed her purse off the desk and pulled up the back of her jeans.

"It doesn't fit in there." SB said referring to her ass as he made it passed Nicki and to his office door. Nicki laughed as she dropped her hands to her side.

"Shut up."

 She laughed as she walked toward the door. He opened the door letting her walk out first and hit the light to his office. She grabbed at his hand knowing as soon as he shut the door it would be dark. He grabbed the door closed and locked it with his free hand before placing the keys in his pocket. He turned slightly releasing Nicki's right hand that had hold of his left. He placed his hands on her waist and walked, pushed up on her body leading her through the darkness, now knowing this place by heart. She grabbed at one his left hand that was on her waist, removing it to hold it as he continued to push her to the back of the store. He reached his free arm out around her when they approached the door and he pushed it open for her.

"You hungry?"

"Yeah." Nicki said as she switched from holding his hand with her left to now with her right hand. She looked around outside and smiled when she seen a woman and her husband taking a walk. He had his arm around her shoulder and she had on his huge over sized jacket. Her smile grew when she saw him pull his woman closer. She unknowingly firmed her grip on SB's hand causing him to look over at her.

"What's wrong?"

She looked at him with a smile causing him to look confused. She slightly giggled before dropping her goofy smile and leaned into him.

"Don't you just love, love?"

He sucked his teeth as he looked down at her and shook his head. She laughed at the look on his face and wrapped an arm around his body.

"I knew it was some corny shit when I seen that kool-aid smile on your face."

"So our love is corny shit?" Nicki said with a playful fake attitude.

"Get in the car Nicki." He said as he placed his hands on her waist and spun her around.

---

"You wasn't even hungry."

"Well I'm sorry I don't eat like I'm a starving animal." Nicki said referring to SB's clean plate.

"It's been a long day."

"Oh? Want it to be a long night?" She said seductively. She looked at him through squinted eyes and her foot made it way up his legs. He chuckled causing her to laugh and she dropped her foot back down to the ground. She leaned back in her chair and placed a hand on her necklace while she stared at him. His eyes darted down to her hands on her infinity necklace.

 "I think I want another tattoo."

"Safaree, you gon be covered in ink." She said dropped her hand from her necklace. "What are you getting done now?"

"It's a surprise."

"Oooooh. So it's for me? Is it my face?"

"Yeah." SB said playing into this. "You know that photo shoot of yours that's my favorite?"

"You have too many favorites."

"Nah. My favorite one. The one in the bathroom."

"You're such a freak."

SB smirked while looking at her.

"Nah. I don't like you that much. I would never."

"Boy please. You're obsessed with me." Nicki said with a cocky smirk on her face.

"Your biggest fan, baby." SB said before he licked his lips. "You know what next week is?"

"Do YOU know what next week is, playboy?"

"I actually think you planned it this way on purpose."

"Planned what?"

"Our wedding so close to our anniversary. You just like me showering you with gifts."

"Shut up. What are you gonna buy me?"

"The world."

"You're so corny." Nicki smiled while shaking her head. "Come here."

"Why?"

"Just do it."

"Why can't you come to me?"

"Faree." Nicki said sternly. He chuckled before he slid out of his side of the booth. Nicki slid to the side moving in more leaving more space for SB. He took a seat next to her and leaned back against the booth.

"It's been a long fourteen years." SB said.

 "And 6 months." Nicki said with a voice of correction.

"Yeah that too."

"Best fourteen years and 6 months of your life." Nicki said with a cocky tone and smirk.

"You know it, baby." SB said before he licked his lips. "Best years of your life, too."

Nicki shrugged while she remained with a cocky smirk on her face.

"You could say something like that." she said before she shrugged again. Nicki wrapped an arm around his neck. She ran her thumb over his bottom lip before she leaned her head on his shoulder.

"Babe." Nicki pouted. "When we get home will you carry me to bed?"

"Do I have a choice?"

"No."

"I guess I will then."

"Will you carry me up the steps?"

"We gotta switch rooms sometime." SB said as he placed his left hand on her thigh. "Gotta move downstairs."

"Noooo." Nicki whined. She sat up and removed her hand from the back of his neck. "Let's stay upstairs."

"Why?"

"I like it up there. You don't?"

SB shrugged and Nicki turned more facing Safaree.

"We can't stay up there."

"Why not?"

"When you have my lil juniors they not falling down them steps."

Nicki rolled her eyes and stared at him.

"We'll cross that bridge when we get there." Nicki said with a lazy smile.

"Are we there yet?" SB said like an anxious little kid before he laughed. He stared at Nicki's face and leaned forward. "No pressure, baby." He said before he puckered his lips. Nicki stared up at him hoovering over her before she grabbed his chin and pecked his lips. She released his chin and he leaned back against the booth. "Aye." SB quickly but lightly lifted her chin up causing her to look at him. "Love you. You ready?"

SB looked over to his left and out the window. He shook his head and Nicki looked over to see what he was looking at.

"It never seems to amaze me how they always find me." Nicki said as she turned and grabbed her phone off the table. SB slid out of the booth and pulled money out of his pocket. He dropped a 20 as a tip and placed the money back in his pocket. He let Nicki walk ahead of him and followed behind her. Nicki put on her sunglasses and held her hand out behind her. SB grabbed her hand and they made their way out of the diner.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

you're all a bunch of freaks

Nicki walked into the bedroom and smiled at the candles lit everywhere. She dropped her hands down to her side and her smile grew when she felt SB's hands suddenly at her waist.

"You still mad at me?" he asked before he placed a kiss on her shoulder. "Hmmm?" He said continuing the kisses and making a trail down her shoulder. He grabbed the strap to the dress on her shoulder and slid it down.

"Faree."

Nicki said with her eyes now closed loving the feel of Safaree's lips on her skin. He placed his free hand on her waist and paused his kisses. He gently walked forward bumping into Nicki and kept going until they stopped in front of the bed. Nicki's hand found her way on top of Safaree's and she clenched it when his other hand suddenly found his way up her dress and to her womanhood.

"I'm sorry." He said as he kissed on the back of her neck. "I missed you so much." He removed his hand and she loosed her grip on his. He grabbed at the bottom of her dress and raised it over her head, and tossed it. He grabbed at her waist by her thongs and turned her around. She stared into his face and bit her lip. She did miss him. She missed everything about him and he had been gone entirely too long. At this moment she wanted him. She heard his apology but she didn't care at the moment. She forgot all about that, she just missed him.

She grabbed at SB's pants and undid his belt buckle. He grabbed at her waist and pulled her closer and went back to placing wet loveable kisses all over her neck. She finally got the belt undone and tugged at his pants pulling them down. He stepped out of them as her hands grabbed at his shirt pulling it above his head not waiting for SB to fully step out of his jeans.

"Give it to me."

Nicki said not being able to take the waiting. He grabbed at her thongs and slid them down as he trailed his kisses down her stomach. His strong has grabbed at her waist lifting her up and the thongs fell off of her ankles on to the floor. He stood up with her and Nicki wrapped her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist. He laid her back on the bed gently and hovered over her while kissing her lips. She let her foot trail up and down his leg as his hands began to roam over her body that he missed just as much. He broke the kiss leaning back and stared down at her body.

"You never got on a bra." He said as he continued staring down at her. Nicki giggled and bit the corner of her lip. She leaned up just enough to grab hold of SB's boxers and slowly began to slide them down. He leaned closer allowing her to do so and she slid them of completely. She grabbed hold of his member and he leaned closer and sighed. She kissed his cheek and laid back getting comfortable while pulling him along with her. She laid her head back and closed her eyes as she slowly guided SB into her. He tilted his head back and licked his lips at her already being wet. He began to move back and forth and Nicki opened her eyes, placing a hand on his cheek staring down at him as he placed kisses all over her bare chest. Nicki's light but heavy breaths were driving SB crazy. He wanted to take his time with her but right now he really needed it in the worst way.

He stopped the kisses but Nicki never released her hand from his cheek. She continued to keep eye contact so he could see her face. He moved in and out of her at a steady pace and his hands gribbed at her waist. He spread her legs wider going deeper, faster, harder. Nicki's moans and SB's groans became more audible as everything picked up. Her hands immediately began to search for SB's and she locked their fingers like she always did when they made love.

"Yo." SB said at how euphoric it felt when Nicki would clench her walls around him. "Do it again." He said with his eyes closed and his head titled back. Nicki did it again and the way SB pumped in to her at the same time caused Nicki's orgasm to roar out. He leaned back down capturing her lips and continued moving in and out of her at a now rapid pace. He broke the kiss and leaned back. "Keep doing that." SB said with his voice filled with sex. Nicki closed her eyes and smirked as she continued to clench her walls around him. SB closed his eyes and Nicki stared up into his face enjoying the way she made SB feel. She missed him terribly.

He opened his eyes and grabbed at Nicki's waist tightly, the best he could with only one free hand and flipped himself on his back with Nicki on top. Nicki's eyes immediately shut and she moaned loudly at how deep he was. She unlocked their fingers and placed her hands on his chest while he placed his hands on her waist. He licked his lips staring up into her face as it continuously changed back and forth from an O to a pout. He placed his hands on her ass and squeezed it before helping Nicki move up and down on him. Her nails began to dig into his skin and she slid them down his chest and he moved her up and down on him at a faster face as her second orgasm quickly approached.

"Ugh, gaaaaawwwwwddddd." Nicki slurred out as she pushed her hair out of her face and licked her lips. SB stared at Nicki as she bounced up and down taking all of him. He felt himself ready to release as her wetness and moans began to drive him more and more crazy. He wanted to hold out and wait for Nicki but he was ready. Nicki felt it to as her legs began to shake and weaken by the second. SB gripped her waist assisting her. She dropped her hand down to his arm as she felt herself getting closer. He raised her up completely before he dropped her back down causing them to both reach their peak. She screamed out before she took a deep breath and her fell onto SB's chest. His hands rubbed at her thighs as their heavy breaths filled the room trying to ease their racing hearts.

They sat there in silence for a moment as SB's hands continued to rub and grip Nicki's inner thighs. She raised up and stared down at his face. She placed a hand on his cheek, leaning down to kiss his lips.

"My baby." Nicki said before placing another kiss on his lips. "I love you."

"My lady. I love you."

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Double Trouble

"Safaree, could you hurry up." Nicki yelled out to him while she looked over herself in the mirror. She ran her fingers through her hair over and over again before she turned from side to side.

"Aye! Don't rush me."

Nicki rolled her eyes and cocked her head to the side while still staring at herself in the mirror. She placed her hands on her hips and then immediately dropped them down to her sides. She ran her fingers through her hair again before she turned, walking out of  the bathroom and turning off the light. She walked out of the bathroom looking down and adjusting the her gold watch on her wrist. She looked up while flipping her hair over her shoulder and stared at SB.

"Safaree."

"Chill." he adjusted his hat and grabbed his keys off the dresser.

"When did it become you taking longer to get ready than me?"

He chuckled and ignored her question. She smiled and took a seat on the bed. "Babe." she looked up at him and he turned around. She raised her right foot up and SB placed his keys in his pocket and bent down. He laced up the front of her heels before she dropped her foot and raised up her left leg and SB did the same. She put her foot down and placed a hand on SB's shoulder as she stood up from the bed.

"Do you know anything about this guy?" SB standing up.

"His name is Jerome." Nicki walked over to the dresser and grabbed her sunglasses. She slid them on and turned around to Safaree. "Ready?"

"Yeah." He licked his lips and waited for Nicki to walk out of the bedroom before he hit the lights and followed out behind her.

"Wait." Nicki said turning around. He placed his hand on her waist and turned her around.

"It's downstairs." He said keeping his hands at her waist and pushing her forward. She placed a hand over his and grabbed it as they approached the stairs. She placed a hand on the rail and tightened her grip on his hand as she walked down the stairs. They made it down the stairs which led to the kitchen and Nicki stepped over to the island grabbing her purse. She picked up her phone and held it.

"Alright." Nicki said pushing her purse up on her arm more as she began walking. "Let's go meet this boy." Nicki said adjusting her sunglasses on her face before she let out a slight laugh.

SB held the front door open and let Nicki walk out before he followed behind her and locked up. He looked up at Nicki heading for her car before he spoke up.

"My car."

As he said that she stepped over to the right heading for his car. He came up behind her and reached around her opening the door for her. She slid inside the car and he checked making sure everything was out of the way before he closed the door. He walked around to his side and climbed in.


They pulled up to the restaurant and SB took the key out of the ignition while looking over at Nicki. "So Candi's taking this guy seriously?" SB said referring to the fact that this double date was at the Sunset Restaurant.

"I don't know." Nicki said as she unbuckled her seat belt. She grabbed her phone out of her lap and opened the car door. Safaree climbed out on his side of the car and hit the button to lock the doors. The moment they stepped on to the curb paparazzi came out of nowhere. SB sped up a bit and Nicki grabbed at his hand while looking down. He stuck out his free arm making sure paparazzi didn't get any more closer than they already are as he led them through paparazzi and into the restaurant. They released each others hands as they stepped into the restaurant and SB spotted Candi over in the back.

"Over here." SB said as he placed a hand over Nicki's back and led her over into the back corner. Candi turned looking over her shoulder and smiled causing a smile to appear on Nicki's face. Candi stood up as Nicki approached closer and extended her arms out to Nicki. They shared a hug and Jerome stood up. SB walked around the table and immediately recognized Jerome once he got a better view.

"Wow. Jay?" SB said as he and Jerome dapped each other up.

"SB. My nigga."

"Yo, Candi. Why you ain't tell nobody you was smashing the homie?"

"Oh, gawd." Nicki said as her and Candi released each other.

"Wait. You two know each other?" Candi asked.

"Yeah. He helped produce my mixtape a while back." SB said. Everyone moved around taking their seats. SB and Nicki on one side of the table as Candi and Jerome sat across from them.

"Why didn't you tell me you knew SB?"

"You never asked. When you said I was gon meet ya friends I ain't know it would be them. Wuddup SB? It's been some time, what's going on with you?"

"Life, man."

"Congratulations on getting married, man."

"Thanks."

"Congrats to you too, Nicki." He said as he looked over at her.

"Well fank you, my darling." Nicki said in her British accent. She took off her sunglasses and handed them over to SB.

"Enough about them. You knew SB all this time and never said anything?"

"I thought we just established that." Jerome said as he looked over at Candi. Nicki and SB shared eye contact before looking back over at Candi and Jerome.

"Boy." Just as Candi was about to speak up again a waiter approached their table taking their drink and food orders.

"So." Nicki said. "Jerome, how long have you and Candi been dating?" Nicki said as she crossed her legs and leaned on the table. She stared at him as he immediately shifted to being uncomfortable by the serious and protective look in Nicki's eyes. She raised an eyebrow and cleared her throat encouraging him to speak up.

"Almost a year."

"A YEAR?!" Nicki and SB said in unison. "Uh- Candice." Nicki said as she cut her eyes at Candi.

"What?"

"When?"

"Ugh, fine. You know the night you called and told me you and SB were getting married?"

"Mhmmmm."

"Well." Candi said as she looked over toward Jerome with a smile. He leaned back in his chair and placed his arm around her. "Right before you called, we met." Candi said happily.

"Ever since then we been dating." Jerome said. Nicki stared between the two and SB looked at Nicki before letting out a slight laugh.

"Safaree this isn't funny. Candi kept this from me all this time."

"I didn't keep it from you."

"Then what was it? Because you never told me."

"You never asked."

"Uh... you know what..." Nicki leaned off of the table and uncrossed her legs.

"Who's choice was it to come here?" SB asked looking around.

"Mine." Jerome spoke up.

"I always wanted to bring Nicki here." SB said looking over at Jerome. "You and Candi was never in the picture though. Thanks for messing that up for me." SB said with a serious face.

"Faree, don't be mean."

"Boy, bye." Candi said as she waved him off. Jerome laughed. The waiter approached the table with their drinks and placed them on the table.

"Okay, do you know what you guys want to eat?"

"Uhm." Nicki glanced over the menu again and decided she wasn't really hungry.

"This'll be it." SB spoke up as he read the expression on Nicki's face and knew it too well. He grabbed her menu out of her hands and grabbed his as well handing them to the waiter. Candi and Jerome agreed as they gathered their menus and handed them to the waitress.

"So...." Nicki said before she took a sip of her margarita. "Are you guys having sex?" Nicki said with a straight face. Jerome choked on his water and Candi's eyes bucked. SB's laugh roared out and Nicki kept a straight face as she continued to look between Jerome and Candi.

"Are you serious right now?" Candi asked.

"Absolutely. Jerome?" Nicki said shifting the question over to Jerome knowing it would get him caught up. He wouldn't want to seem like he hasn't been getting any in front of SB so she knew he could get him to tell.

"She's not gonna drop the question until you answer." SB spoke up. "Trust me." He said before he took a sip of his drink. Jerome shifted his eye contact from SB back over to Candi before he looked back over at Nicki.

"You look nervous, what's up?" Nicki said.

"Nah, I'm not nervous."

"Okay, great. So answer my question."

"Do we really have to talk about this right now?" Candi said speaking up.

"Why you so uncomfortable?" SB asked. "You stay in somebody's sex life. Especially me and Nicki's. We can't get in your business?"

"Pauz." Nicki said.

"Whoa. Double pauz. But yeah." SB said.

"Okay, next question." Nicki said. "What are your intentions with my best friend?"

SB chuckled and took a sip of his drink at how serious Nicki was. Candi rolled her eyes and shook her head at how similar this was and she knew it was all payback.

"So..." Candi said looking between Nicki and SB. They've all known each other for some time now but things were getting serious between Nicki and SB. And with Candi... being Candi, she needed to be all up in their personal business. "Are you guys having sex?" Nicki's eyes bucked wide and all SB could do was laugh. He was used to Candi and her inappropriate ways but now. Nicki on the other hand, still got shocked from time to time.

"Candice." Nicki said anytime Candi was being inappropriate or out of line. SB placed an arm around Nicki and she leaned into him. Knowing that her and SB's affection grossed Candi out, she decided to play into it. SB looked down at her and she looked up at him communicating through their eyes. 

"I'm tearing that up. Word." 

Nicki cut her eyes at SB and he smiled. She stared at him trying to keep a straight face but the longer he smiled the quicker a smile was appearing on her face.

"Just nasty." Candi said. "SB. What are your intentions with my best friend?"

"Why are you acting like you don't know SB?"

"Because." Candi said. "I know SB, "the best friend." Not SB "the boyfriend." So I need to make sure he's right for you."

"I'm perfect for her." SB said in a cocky tone. 

"I'm perfect for him." Nicki said.

Candi rolled her eyes. "You two do this overly lovely dovey shit to be gross."

As time went on Jerome loosened up. Candi was still irritated by Nicki and her question. SB sat back and laughed at almost everything, and Nicki was tipsy. Her questions had gotten more personal and aggressive with her tone.

"Sooooooooooo...." Nicki slurred. SB tightened his grasp around her waist as she was now sitting on his lap. They had moved outside getting a better view of the sun that was setting. Candi and Jerome had left, going to meet with Jerome's parents.

"Hmmm?" SB said looking out a the sunset. Nicki's eyes trailed up his neck and she stared at the side of his face.

"I like this place." Nicki said as she leaned into him. He placed a hand on her thigh and spoke up.

"Me too. I need to bring you here one day. Me and you."

Nicki continued to stare at the side of his face with her face changing back and forth from a pout to normal. SB looked at Nicki and chuckled at her facial expressions. Maybe he shouldn't have let Nicki get that third drink.

"You good?"

Nicki shook her head yes before she looked over at the sunset again. She turned back to SB and wrapped both of her arms around his neck and sighed. She leaned forward and kissed his cheek before moving to his lips.

"Can we go?"

"You ready?" She nodded her head and he looked over before looking back at Nicki. "You in a rush?"

Nicki smiled and nodded again before leaning into him. She placed her hands on both sides of his cheeks.

"I've missed him." Nicki said removing her hands from his cheeks and grabbing at Safaree's hands to stand him up. "It's been too long, come on." He stood up and looked down at her placing his hands on her waist. He licked his lips and she grabbed at the bottom of his shirt and looked up at him. "Come make love to your wife, babe." she said as she kept her grasp on his shirt and pulled him behind her.

Monday, February 4, 2013

What's More Important?

"I don't know. Who is this guy?"

"He's new. I want you to meet him."

"He's not coming up in my house. I don't trust it. How did you guys meet?"

"You're like my mother." Candi said. "We met here in LA. You've probably seen him. You just need to meet him to tell me your throughts."

"Candi, are you getting serious with this boy?"

"He's not a boy, first of all. And maybe, but YOUR ass is never home. You coming to meet him or what?"

"Hmmm..." Nicki squinted her eyes and twisted her lips. "Double date?"

"Yeah."

"Alright, I'll talk to SB about it."

"Good! Meet him so I can pick out my wedding dress."

"What?!" Nicki's eyes got big before she realized Candi was joking by her loud laughter. "That's not funny, Candice."

"The government now?"

Nicki rolled her eyes and grabbed her cup off of the table. Nicki took a sip and looked over at Safaree and Jelani having a conversation with each other over away from everybody in the corner on the patio. Nicki put her drink down on the table before speaking up.

"I'll be back." Nicki stood up from her chair and made her way over to the area where SB and Jelani were sitting, taking a seat on SB's lap.

"Aye!" Jelani said referring to her interrupting his and Safaree's conversation. Nicki rolled her eyes at him while SB placed his hands on Nicki's waist keeping her in place.

"What are you guys talking about?"

"Not you." Jelani spoke up. "This is grown men talking. Go have girl talk."

Nicki rolled her eyes and leaned into SB more while wrapping an arm around his neck. "Actually, I came over here cause I missed my baby." Nicki rolled her neck at Jelani and turned towards SB and puckered her lips. They met each other half way for a kiss and broke it when Jelani made a noise.

"Aye, cut that gross shit out. That's my sister, dawg. Ion wanna see that." He shook his head while drinking out of his cup. "And y'all see each other all day every day." he sat his cup down on the table. "Cut that shit out."

"You mad cause Keisha don't be on you like my lady be on me." SB said before he leaned up placing a kiss on Nicki's cheek and Nicki giggled.

"That's right, baby." Nicki agreed before placing another quick kiss on SB's lips before turning her attention back to Jelani.

"Nah, see." He shook his head. "We got that hood love. Y'all got that sappy shit."

"If that's what you wanna call it." Nicki said.

"That's what it is. SB always talkin about "my lady." He said putting air quotes around my lady. "And you always talkin about "my baby."

"Cause this is my lady."

"And this is my baby."

"Speaking of babies...when you gon be a man SB and give her one? Y'all bullshittin'."

"Oh, I'm a man. Trust me. Belee dat."

"Lani, we just got married." Nicki  grabbed SB's hand, intertwining this fingers and resting their hands in her lap.

"So? Y'all been together bout 30 years now."

"14." Nicki and SB said in unison.

"Same damn difference. When y'all gon have a baby?"

"Did you just come here to hound me?"

"Nah. I came here to spend time with my sister and brother in law who don't never have the time for us."

"Hey, I'm not the busy one. That's all right here." SB said while he pointed at Nicki. "I barely even see my lady anymore."

"Shush, you see me every night."

"That's it."

"See, Nicki." Jelani spoke up. "Yo, you need to slow down. You don't hear me though." he shook his head and grabbed the spades cards. "You and your husband was just away from each other for a month." he stared at Nicki and she stared at him back. "A MONTH. AND it was right after y'all got married??? Sis, you buggin."

"Me?" Nicki pointed to herself. "He's the one that had to go to New York." she then pointed her finger into SB's chest and he laughed. "For a freaking MONTH!" she said as she punched him in the chest with her tiny fist before rolling her eyes and turning her attention back to Jelani.

"Aye! All I know is y'all need to have kids. I'm tryna be a Uncle around here. If y'all don't want to I'll just talk to Micaiah."

"Jelani don't you dare corrupt my little lambchop."

"He's 17."

"So! I don't want him having babies."

"Oh shit."

"What?" Nicki and SB said in unison.

"He got Riyonna pregnant." Jelani said with a straight face. Nicki dropped SB's hand slapping him on the chest and gasped sitting up straight. SB put his hand over the spot Nicki just slapped him and shook his head. Jelani laughed and Nicki cut her eyes at him before leaning back into Safaree.

"Don't say that, Lani. It's not funny." Nicki said as turned around and looked back at Micaiah and his girlfriend Riyonna before turning back around.

"Hows the married life though? Niggas ain't seen y'all since the wedding." Jelani said before he pulled out a cigar. Nicki made a noise referring to that and he smacked his lips laying it down on the table.

"We're happier. Nothing's changed." SB said and Nicki smiled leaning into him more.

"When are you going to marry Keisha?" Nicki asked him.

"Man, nah. She already knows how I feel about marriage." He said before taking a drink out of his cup.

"And how is that?"

"It's better when y'all together and not married. Marriage is a curse."

"No it's not."

"It is. SB let me tell you. What you and Nic had before this.... that's as good as it's gonna get."

"You're crazy." Nicki said.

"This coming from you." Jelani said as he sat back in his chair and Nicki cut her eyes at him. "It's all love lil sis. Y'all gon be good. You better treat SB right."

"What? He better treat me right!" Nicki turned her head around to SB and made a pout. "Are you going to treat me right?"

"I always treat you right."

"You do, thank you." Nicki said before she leaned forward and kissed him. They held their kiss and snapped their heads in Jelani's direction when they heard his fist hit the table. "Boy."

"Y'all nasty."

Nicki and SB both laughed and Jelani shook his head.

 "SB when we finally gonna have that bike race though?"

---

"What did you think about what Jelani had to say?"

"What about it?"

"You know...about us having a kid." Nicki said as she continued to wash her face at the 'hers' sink while Safaree stood next to her removing his jewelry and the "his" sink.

"I'm ready." he shrugged while taking off his watch. "Whenever you are."

"How come you never said anything?"

"Should I?"

"Well yeah, SB. I want us to be on the same page." she looked at him through the mirror.

"You have to be ready though. I can put whatever I'm doing on hold, that's nothing. Are you ready to do all that?"

"I don't know." Nicki dropped the face towel into the sink and rested her hands on the sink. She stared at him as he began washing his face. "I just don't know if it's the right time." She stared at SB as he turned off the water to the sink and stood up. He and looked at her before he grabbed at the bottom of his shirt and raising it over his head. He took it fully off and tossed it over to the dirty clothes basket up against the wall. He looked down at Nicki as he turned around.

"There's never a right time, Nic." he said before walking out of the bathroom with Nicki soon following behind with her arms folded across her chest. "For anything. Whenever you ready. I'll be ready." he said as he walked over to his dresser. Nicki took a seat on the bed and stared at his back structure as he moved some things around on the dresser. Her eyes trailed up his back as he turned around to her before his hands grabbed at his sweats, pulling them up.

"Do you think it's too soon? I mean... we just got married."

She looked up at him as he stepped closer to the bed. He reached around her and grabbed his hat that he tossed on the bed earlier and walked it over to the dresser.

"I don't think so."

Nicki stood up and threw the cover back.

"I just don't want everyone to think it's too soon."

"Who cares what everyone thinks."

Nicki pouted while looking at him. He smiled as he made his way on to the bed and Nicki patted the bed space between her legs.

"Don't be mean to me, Faree."

"Alright, alright." He said as he laid between Nicki's legs and he laid his head on her thigh. "Just do shit on your own time. Don't worry bout what everyone else thinks." SB said as he grabbed the remote that was beside Nicki's leg and pressed play for the movie to begin. Nicki placed her hands on the sides of his face and caressed his cheeks while staring at the TV.

"We're going on a double date."

"Hmm?"

"Candi wants us to meet her new man."

"Ah."

Nicki continued caressing his face and stared at the TV screen.

"Is this the movie you wanted me to see?" Nicki said.

"Yeah. Still can't believe you haven't seen it. 'Just Go With It.' It's funny and got all that romantic stuff that you like."

Nicki smiled and kissed the top of his head. "Baldy."

"Meany."

"Sexy." Nicki said as he hands trailed from his face to his bare chest.

"Beautiful."

Nicki bent her head down and puckered her lips. He kissed her and she sat up trailing her hands back to his cheeks.

"My baby."

"My lady."

Monday, January 28, 2013

My Truth

"Hi Nicki Minaj."

"Hello." Nicki said in her british accent while taking a seat in the director looking chair across from the interviewer. Nicki got comfortable in her seat while the interview ran through her cards preparing her questions. Nicki's team fell in place in the background where they wouldn't be visible to the camera. The people on set were finishing up correcting the lighting and making sure all the cameras were in place.

"Alright, you guys ready?" A man said from behind the scenes. Nicki and the interviewer nodded. The man walked back behind the camera and began counting down from 5.

"Five. Four. Three. Two..." he pointed his finger at the interviewer.

"Hello Mrs. Nicki Minaj. How are you?"

"Hi, I'm good. How are you?"

"I'm good. Thank you for agreeing to do this interview with Essence magazine."

"Of course. I've always loved Essence magazine because it always had sophisticated and smart black business women on the cover and I'm so glad you guys asked me." Nicki said as she moved her hair back out of her face before placing her hands back on the arms of the chair.

"Let's just jump right into it, shall we?"

"Let's do it."

"And for the record, Nicki came out and said this will be her first and last time speaking about this publicly."

Nicki laughed.

"Yes, I did."

"Okay, so you are now married to this man that we've seen for years now. Some think he's your bodyguard, some think he's your boyfriend, or your hype man or whatever whatever. You are now married to this mystery person."

"Yes I am.Well, I wouldn't exactly call him a mystery." Nicki said with a smile.

"Did you take his last name?"

"Yes, I took his last name. So I am now Onika Tanya Maraj Samuels, to clear up the confusion. I know people thought that I didn't because I'm still Nicki Minaj. But that's just my stage name so I don't know how people got that confused."

"Some say that it was a cop out when you would call him just your best friend. What do you think about people saying that?"

"Uhm." Nicki crossed her legs getting comfortable in her seat. "I don't think it was a cop out because he WAS, well, still is, my BEST friend. When you..are in a relationship with someone who knows you like he knows me, that's what you call your best friend."

"So you don't think there was anything wrong with calling him that?"

"Absolutely not."

"Did he have a problem with hiding this at all? I mean, you're Nicki Minaj. You're a sex symbol, you're this, and that. Did he ever think like, 'Okay, no. We need to tell people.' Was it ever like that?"

Nicki laughed. "Well, I don't find myself to be a sex symbol at all. But, uhm...I mean of course there were times when he wanted to come out and speak on us, what man doesn't want to claim their girlfriend, you know? But I think with that, that made me love him so much more. Like he puts up with all this, he deals with all this, and he's still there for me at the end of the day. And that's what I love about him." Nicki said finishing with a smile.

"Did hiding you guys' relationship cause any problems?"

"It was definitely hard." Nicki laughed and then paused for a moment. "Pauz. But it definitely wasn't the easiest situation but I didn't want what's going on in my personal life to always be the topic of conversation. I wanted to deal with it when I was ready to."

"I don't think that helped." the interviewer said with a laugh.

"Right, because people were still very intrigued. There were still rumors and stories being written and all that stuff so I guess hiding it didn't do anything." Nicki shrugged. "But it did something for me so that's all that matters."

"So how does he feel when guys are all over you or trying to get at you?"

"At first it was weird for him because he wasn't used to that, I wasn't used to that. But he's very secure within himself, he knows I'm not interested in anyone else."

"So this next question...if you don't want to go there or anything because of recent events you can let me know..." Nicki nodded her head slightly. "So..you know, in asking people what they want to know. Was that whole you and Drake flirting thing just for show?"

"I don't think what we were doing was really flirting. I've told Drake time and time again that I looked at him as a little brother and that was that. I mean..the feelings were obviously really there on his part but, I didn't view Drake in that kind of way and anyone who knows me knows that. He was a great friend and everything but that was it."

"So Drake was never a threat in the relationship?"

"A threat?" Nicki laughed. "No. A problem? Yes."

"How was he a problem?"

"Because it just neeeeeever stopped. Even when I told him and you know, the young money family about Safaree and I, nothing really changed. So that played a major role in where me and Drake stand today, in- in this moment."

The interviewer nodded and moved on to the next thing, not wanting to spend too much time on that topic. "Your wedding..." the interviewer began. Nicki immediately had a huge kool-aid smile on her face. "There's that smile." Nicki laughed. "I see this topic makes you happy."

Nicki nodded. "Of course. That was the best day of my life. I've never been happier than when I was in that moment."

"How did that feel?"

Nicki released a happy, heavy sigh. "Like..a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Because I felt like, you know, it's never going to be official until we get married. And with my career and everything and his career that he started it was like, okay. We're never going to have time to be.. ONE. Do you understand what I'm saying?" the interviewer nodded. "So. That moment was everything for me."

"It was a very secluded wedding. It seemed as if it were just close family and friends. You guys didn't have many celebrities."

"We really keep to ourselves. We still hang with the same people we've been hanging with since we were younger and they're still around today."

"Speaking of Safaree.. where is he right now?"

"He's in New York for business." Nicki said with a pout.

"Awe." 

"Yeah, he's been there for a month now. But he'll be home tonight."

"You got married..around about a month ago, right?"

"Yes. The day after our honeymoon he had to go to New York and I had to fly out here."

"How's the month been without him? I know you guys are almost always together. Since you first came out on the scene he has always been right there with you. What do you guys do?"

"We skype almost every night. But even without that we're constantly talking to each other."

"You guys are still very much in that honeymoon stage, huh?"

Nicki slightly laughed. "It's not even that because we've always been like that. Even when, you know, we first met and we were just best friends we were always talking 24/7."

"So how long were you guys friends before you both realized there was something more?"

"Uhm, I would say for about 4 years I think."

"Wow. Most people can see it within at least the first year or so. I wonder what was so different with you guys?"

"I think I tried so hard to not let my feelings be known to myself. I just kept trying to push them to the back and keep pushing them to the back, but." Nicki shrugged. "I mean, you can't push things away forever."

"And why was that?"

"It's a looooonnnggg story." Nicki laughed.

"And right now in this time, you've known each other for how long?"

"Ei- eighteen years I believe...yeah. Eighteen years."

"Wow."

"Yup." Nicki said as she nodded her head with a smile.

"Do you ever worry about infidelity in your relationship?"

"Absolutely not." Nicki said shaking her head. "Absolutely not."

"If he ever WAS too cheat...not saying he will because I know SB personally and he's not the type. How would you react?"

"I would beat his ass." Nicki and the interviewer laughed. "He knows I don't play that."

"So who wears the pants in the relationship?"

"Definitely Safaree."

"Really?"

"Yes. I know I seem like the more you know, aggressive one and he seems so laid back and everything when he's not acting an ignorant ass mess." Nicki laughed. "But Safaree is definitely the man in the relationship. He just lets me be the boss in public."

"So who's the boss in the bedroom?"

"Safaree." They both laughed. "That's all him."

"Can you give us three reasons why you fell in love with him, and three reasons why you think he fell in love with you?"

"Hmmm..." Nicki shifted in her seat. "Honestly, I don't know why he fell in love with me." She let a quick smile appear before it disappeared and she looked off. "For me, the main thing was just his personality. He never fails to make me laugh." Nicki shook her head while smiling. "Never."

"What do you say to those who say he's only with you for the money? How does that make him feel and how does that make you feel?"

Nicki shifted in her chair. "He doesn't care. He doesn't let ignorant shit like that affect him. For me, it's just really disgusting that people think that. If you would take the time that you're using to talk shit to do research instead, you would know that even before I was who I am today he's been right there by my side."

"So it makes you angry?"

"It does." Nicki said as she bucked her eyes before returning them to normal. "It's stupid. People are stupid."

The interviewer laughed at Nicki's face which caused Nicki to laugh.

"So what did your fans have to say when you announced the news to them?"

"My barbz were so sweet, and so supportive, and were so excited. They've been wanting to know about my relationship life for years now. I know they're happy. They've been sending me lots of love and just being my cute little babies."

"Were your parents at all surprised when you guys told them that you two were dating?"

"No, they were trying to get us to date!"

"Really?"

"Yes. Can I tell this story?"

"Go ahead."

"One time, when me and Safare were like around 19/20 years old and we were at a friends wedding. Eeeeevery body in our families were like, trying to get us to date. Because I had caught the bouquet, so everyone was like telling Safaree to come get me and telling me to go get Safaree but." Nicki laughed. "We were just friends at the time."

"Playing hard to get?" the interviewer said with a laugh.

"That's what SB says." Nicki said playfully rolling her eyes. "He always tells people I was tryna play him back in the day."

"Last question and them I'm going to let you go since you're on a tight schedule today. If you could give the readers one piece of advice to a long lasting relationship like yours...what would you give them?" 

"Hmmmm...." Nicki squinted her eyes and twisted her lips. "Communication. If you don't have communication it will just... there's no point."

"Alright, well thank you!"

"No, again, thank you guys!"




Nicki walked into the door of her house and immediately took off her heels. She placed them by the door and began walking up the steps. This is a time where she cursed herself for getting a house with all these flights of stairs because her feet were killing her. She definitely picked the wrong day to forget her slippers. Nicki made it up the stairs and stopped into the bathroom in the hallway. She turned on the hot water and let it get hot while she reached over and grabbed a face towel. She stared at the water for a minute before putting the rag under the water. She turned off the water and placed the towel on her face. She sighed into it and sat there for a minute before wiping off her make up. She took the towel off her face making sure she didn't miss a spot and tossed it in the sink. Nicki turned around and was met by SB. She gasped and began hitting him.

"Don't do that. Fucking jerk."

SB tried to dodge her hits but gave up. She finally stopped hitting him and he placed his hands on her waist and she placed her hands on his arms.

"When did you get here?"

"When you was at your interview."

Nicki made a pout. "Why didn't you call?"

"Surprise."

Nicki rolled her eyes and wrapped her arms around his body and closed any space that was between them.

"Did you miss me?"

"Did you miss me?"

"Faree." Nicki dead faced him.

SB laughed and leaned down to place a kiss on her lips. "You know it." He moved to the side placing a kiss on her cheek. He gripped her waist tightly, picked her up and sat her on the sink.

"You know I hate when you do this." Safaree ignored her and moved his kisses from her cheek to her neck. "Babe, we can't do that anymore." Nicki said as she enjoyed the kisses SB was giving her. She missed his affection more than anyone could ever know. "A month was too long." She grabbed his hand that was gripping the right side of her waist, removing it and held it. She used her other hand and grabbed at SB's face making him look at her.

"Did you miss me?"

"Yeah."

"Say it."

"I missed you."

Nicki smiled successfully and pulled his face to hers. "And I missed you." she said right before she kissed him. "How was New York?" Nicki dropped her hand from his face and let go of his hand.

"It was alright I guess.." Safaree walked over and sat on top of the edge of the jacuzzi. "That was crazy. Opening 4 stores in a month? I'll never do it again."

"Good." Nicki eased herself off the sink and walked over to Safaree. She took a seat on his lap and wrapped her arms around his neck and stared at the side of his face. "Then you won't have to abandon me anymore." Nicki leaned forward and pressed her face in the side of his neck. Safaree raised his hand and caressed her back.

"You do it to me all the time."

"No I don't."

"Yes you do."

Nicki ignored him and sighed into his neck.

"How did the interview go?"

"I loved it."

"Have fun talking about me?" Safaree smirked and placed his free hand on her thigh and scooted her closer to him.

"Mhmm." Nicki closed her eyes and enjoyed Safaree's hands caressing her thigh and her back. "I bashed you."

"I wouldn't be surprised."

Nicki laughed and lazy raised her arm to playful slap him in the chest.

"You sleepy?"

"Tired? Yes. Sleepy? No."

"You hungry?"

Nicki shook her head no while she remained smothered into Safaree's neck.

"Have you ate today?"

"Yes, daddy." Nicki said before she laughed. "Everyone will be here tomorrow."

"What for?"

"Welcome home, baby." Nicki said tiredly. SB smiled.

"You shouldn't have."

"I didn't. It was Rex's idea."

"I'm glad someone missed me."

"Don't say that." Nicki sat up and placed her hand on his cheek. She looked stared into his face for a moment before she brought his face forward and pecked his lips. Standing up she tugged at her dress.

"Yeah, I gotta bone to pick with you."

"About what? Here, unzip me." Safaree stood up and moved her long natural black hair out of the way and grabbed the zipper.

"You been wearing red the whole month I been gone. What's up with that?" The zipper got to the bottom of the dress and he sat back down on the edge of the jacuzzi while pulling his phone out of his pocket. Nicki laughed and slid the dress down her body.

"It was for you."

"Nuhn uhn. You ain't wear red not one time when we was on skype." he looked down at his phone before looking back up at her. "I even wore pink for you."

"I loved those flowers you sent me, they were beautiful." Nicki said changing the subject. She stepped out of the dress and held it.

"You liked those?"

"I loved those." she turned around heading for the door with Safaree on her heels. He followed behind her as she led them to the their bedroom. They entered the bedroom and Safaree immediately threw himself on the bed while Nicki walked into the "her" closet.

"Aaaaaaaah!" Safaree said. "This bed, yo." He grabbed a fluffy pillow and rested it under his hed before he adjusted his hat. "Hotel beds are terrible."

Nicki walked out of the closet and laughed at how Safaree was strung out on the bed.

"Why are you suffocating my pillow?" Nicki said walking towards the bed. He turned his head looking back at her.

"Why are you walking around half naked?"

"You're about to fix that. Stand up for me."

SB sighed shaking his head and stood up before pulling up his pants knowing exactly what meant by that. He took his hat off and Nicki smile and grabbed the hem of his t-shirt. She pulled it over his head and slid it down her body as SB put his hat back on. He sat himself back down on the bed and looked at her as she walked around the bed to her side.

"You know there's a drawer and closet full of my t-shirts right?" he said.

"I know that." Nicki said as she threw the cover back and climbed into the bed. She sat up and threw up the back of his t-shirt so she could unbuckle her bra.

"So why you always do that?"

"Do what?" Nicki said in an innocent voice while removing the bra and pulling the shirt back down. She threw the cover back and SB watched her as she walked around the bed and disappeared back into the closet. He took his hat off and sat it on the nightstand and looked over at Nicki when she came walking back out of the closet.

"What?" Nicki said smiling at him as she walked around the bed and slid under the cover. Messing up her middle part, Nicki ran her fingers through her hair moving it out of her face.

"You always take my shirts after I take a shower."

"Which makes me wonder why you continue to put them on." Nicki said while she snuggled up into Safaree's side and rested a hand on his chest. "I love it. They smell just like you." Nicki sighed being so comfortable right now. SB rested his head back on his pillow and wrapped an arm around Nicki's lower body. "I missed this."

"Me too." he said as his hand that was wrapped around Nicki began to caress her thigh.

"My busy man, no more month long trips."

"No more."

"My lips." Nicki said looking up at him with her lips puckered. He bent down and kissed her lips before resting his head back and Nicki snuggled into him more ready to go to sleep.

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Hi ^_^

This is the sequel to Unlabeled Love, if you just happened to stumble upon this blog and haven't read the other one, here is the link. unlabeledonikafareelove.blogspot.com Now, this story is kind of.... hmmm divided I guess but not really. I'll explain more when it comes to the transitions so you guys wont be confused. The start of this story will be tomorrow :) Can't wait for you guys to read, I appreciate it. xo